bad mood

The day before yesterday was a terrible day. I ruined the good relationship with my colleague CW. I had my bad mood on that day morning. Unforturnately he insisted to ask me to do things just when I was stepped into the office. I was really angry and mad. It was like chasing drive a tame animal into a cage. I knew that my attitude is so defensive and I did not think of any outcome.

Boss thought that's due to overloading of work. He heard it from another colleague and then talked to me and other colleagues about work rearrangement. I have to admit that he is the best boss that I have ever met. Suddenly I feel that so many people are nice to me. But at the same time, I feel I am the weaker. I should learn to be stronger.

CW did not talk with me on that day. I tried to dissolve the ice between us yesterday. But the ice was not easy to melt. Actually I like to work with those guys who are fun and considerate. They are my good brothers. It is not worth to ruin it for a small argument. Is it my fault? Just to remember not to bring bad mood to work or home. Learn to control or balance yourself.